So Much So.

So much for granted,
So much to expect,
So much I did not promise,
So much I did not realise,
So sure it wouldn't materialise,
So much I did not foresee,
So sure it wasn't meant to be,


So I took up a chance,
That required a glance.
So now you only pray,
That I were a shade of Grey.
So its just a mind block,
That makes the birds flock.


The wilderness of my thoughts,
The lessons I have been taught.
Now I know it was a blur,
Now I know not to deter,
Now I know it wont be,
From the moment of glee,
That set me free.

Presence of An Absence

'Tis the absence of your presence,
Or the presence of your absence?
Could be the thrill of the day
Or maybe the chill of the night.

For it's always there on my mind,
An experience so divine.
Deep inside I can feel a chasm,
Yet, surprised by life's sarcasm.

Cannot be fulfilled by hope alone,

While anxious to achieve a milestone.
But you keep me waiting,
And I am still contemplating

For happiness or sorrow,
If the sun shines tomorrow.
You'll never find a sky so blue,
And that'd be enough of a clue.

Pheonix- Rising from Ashes

Can call it a distant vision,

Or could be merely a delusion,

While this head was torn in pain,

And this heart full of strain,

Something won't let you break,

That distant but placid lake,

Whose water so calm,

With the sun to keep it warm,

Yet, the night is still,

Frozen in the chill,

With a breeze waiting to kill,

Could you hold on your nerves,

For the one who deserves?

Does Dark and Deep,

Keeps you from sleep?

All perspectives so hazy,

Your wings go crazy,

Yet, an irresistible drive,

And a will to survive,

And just one lifetime to revive,

Could these be your beacon of hope?

Wonder, if that'd be enough to cope?

Yet, the heart will bleed,

Tis more than just a need,

All the stakes at this battle,

That could be a death rattle,

Or, would it be a bait?

Guess, the answer will have to wait,

Is it best to leave it at fate?