Presence of An Absence

'Tis the absence of your presence,
Or the presence of your absence?
Could be the thrill of the day
Or maybe the chill of the night.

For it's always there on my mind,
An experience so divine.
Deep inside I can feel a chasm,
Yet, surprised by life's sarcasm.

Cannot be fulfilled by hope alone,

While anxious to achieve a milestone.
But you keep me waiting,
And I am still contemplating

For happiness or sorrow,
If the sun shines tomorrow.
You'll never find a sky so blue,
And that'd be enough of a clue.