So Much So.

So much for granted,
So much to expect,
So much I did not promise,
So much I did not realise,
So sure it wouldn't materialise,
So much I did not foresee,
So sure it wasn't meant to be,


So I took up a chance,
That required a glance.
So now you only pray,
That I were a shade of Grey.
So its just a mind block,
That makes the birds flock.


The wilderness of my thoughts,
The lessons I have been taught.
Now I know it was a blur,
Now I know not to deter,
Now I know it wont be,
From the moment of glee,
That set me free.